Well, It’s Not that Great,
To Wake in Night, So Late,
But it is Something I Guess,
Mind Having Trouble, or a little Stress,
I knew it was not my thing,
Without reason people just start judging,
Days may be crowded but still issues,
People just walk away when you needed tissues,
It’s not that simple like I Said,
I do make mistakes, I am too bad,
I make wrong calls, I am selfish sometimes,
Still haven’t I tried not to hurt, that’s my crime,
Not made-up traps or something, I just thought You would be here,
It’s so complicated wish I had someone who care,
Had I been rude or not been humble,
Hands don’t move, my fingers just started to stumble,
Poor fellow, thug usually have panic Attacks,
Slow, Stupid, And Fool whatever you can name that,
I don’t know what to expect, what to say,
Expectations & Experiences are so different, aren’t they,
Words seems confused, So do the Mind,
I don’t need sympathy, please don’t be kind,
Doubts, Complications, Truth and I never Lie,
Yes I maybe Fake, maybe I just want to try,
It have been, will be, or is different,
I just loved, without conditions, was that my fault,
It’s not like movies, Can it really be,
I really don’t know, but you are wise, See,
Everyone tries to understand, but they failed,
It’s not stable road, it’s sea and you just sailed,
You have no turns around, you just have the waves,
You don’t understand, Glad, it’s a conclave,
I really had no idea, what I am saying,
Atleast God understood it, I am praying,
I can hide, I can try to start over, I can ignore,
But as I close my eyes, in dreams, I feel it more,
I am maybe weak, maybe not someone so smart,
I only have Some Beings, So I opened my heart,
All my fears, all of the compressed pain, what it means,
Someone chasing me, I am running in my dreams,
I am staring at stars, and the bright moon,
Hoping this ‘Long Night’ will be over soon.
(PS. Don’t Judge me, I am not worth it).
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Magnificent ?